So yesterday was very interesting I learned something valuable I have spent the last while with my ear to the ground listening to the voice of the Great Divine. I woke up yesterday and I was exhausted I heard very clearly stay home rest. I did not. The entire morning I dragged my feet. The thing is it was always a choice. But what I learned in the fact of not listening is that I was walking out in my old way and trying to please. I did not want to not show up because I am a committed person to my commitments.

 The thing is it is also important to listen to the still voice. The amazing thing in this was seeing just how amazing the people are that are in my life that has taken the time to spend a day with me the ones that know who I am. They so spoke into my heart and reminded me that I know what to do. I was also released with freedom. I was reminded that I can walk where I am called to and these places would open their doors. and in these places both would be blessed. Wow, that was interesting so I put it to the test. I decided to spend my evening listening. The amazing thing about the Great divine even when we do not listen we are given another chance to listen. Love this.

My adventure that night was life giving and greeted with honor by many I found myself rise up from feeling torn in my heart. I felt my heart grow as I stood there I heard this You have been on a training ground for this right in front of you. I looked around and realized yup this was one of the dreams that were in front of me before the house burnt down. This was the team we all were trying to connect and I knew back then that we were to be doing something great together. And now we are here. All this stuff was for this. These last few months the Great divine has laid out some pretty amazing meetings. I realized we all have been in a training ground also. We were not ready before because we needed to grow to this stage in our lives. See process like I always say is important. You see this is what has helped my heart this morning. I realized this I do not need to have control because things are way smoother when they naturally fall into place. And what others do with their stuff is on them. This just makes life beautiful. My values in my life are this Great divine and the Great divine Values family and friends and loving one another excepting and opening our hearts to see others for who they are building them up and watch them grow. These are the values I will live by.

This is What Understanding Grace did for me.

This is a beautiful thing that happens when you learn to accept the Grace of God. When you realize the Grace and Love and mercy Our Great divine has for us. I entered this Journey a beat up self-hating physical mess. Who was just at the bottom of the barrel person. I felt rejection from every corner so all I knew I could hang onto was the still voice of my good friend Jesus. I knew what came out of his mouth and what actions were taken that this was truth. But in the midst of that God would send friends to walk along the side and popping in words of encouragement I will say these friends are still strong and true to this day. Along with this path God has also brought some beautiful precious moments of healing with reconciliation. The family has grown stronger and closer each step of the walk I see little pockets of light that are transforming. If you truly believe that Papa would leave anything unfinished or return it in pieces than I believe you might need to seek a little harder and realize just who Papa is.

You see That was the beginning of the awakening for me. Seeking truly God show me who you are but the big one was God show me who I am. So I started with this What is Grace I looked it up and this is what I got.

Grace
The word "grace" in biblical parlance can, like forgiveness, repentance, regeneration, and salvation, mean something as broad as describing the whole of God's activity toward man or as narrow as describing one segment of that activity. An accurate, common definition describes grace as the unmerited favor of God toward man. In the Old Testament, the term that most often is translated "grace, " is hen [ej]; in the New Testament, it is charis [cavri"].

When I read the words Favour towards man it was like a light went off in my head. And I realized something He was not Judging me actually he favored me. Then I started to get visions and seeing what my life was meant to be. I started to walk it out. And boy did I face some attack and misunderstanding through this. That is when I realized shoot I deal with rejection. So went after that. basically, I just went after any issue that came up. I realized I truly just love peace in my life I like good things and I will not take shit anymore. I also realize that I also have an amazing opportunity to just let God be my voice in every moment of my day. I am not perfect so do mess it up sometimes lol. But you see that is where Grace speaks. you see this is Grace like a father who truly loves their child has to grace when that child makes a mistake they want the best for their child. So does the Great Divine have for you? Do not dwell on your mistakes but get up and go again. Because remember our Good Father well the picture He has for you is so much different than the one you might have. Grace truly means new beginning every minute of the day natural consequences is what takes place in our mistakes, not punishment for real.

When you realize this it is like realizing you have already faced the hell. So you kind of chill out and you get to feel the presence and peace that comes with not allowing your failures to be what rule your life. To me, this is a precious picture of Grace cause honestly it transformed my life. And now I get to sit back and let this all unfold. When Papa restores your life I promise you it is not in pieces but I also promise it takes you to work through the process and this is not easy. But it does get easier and easier as you go along and it for some will move quickly because Papa is doing a Big work on people's lives right now. When you allow the Great Divine to resonate through every inch of your body it is amazing how healing it is to the body and soul. I encourage you this if you still do not find this then maybe seek Grace and the understanding of it a little deeper. It truly helped me to research just how I work I guess.